Rain.

Last night it rained while we were at the bar. It down poured. We just sat there in our booth outside in the rain and took it all in. Wet from head to toe, green stained feet from my vintage 70s platforms. Glad that I had nude underwear on bcuz I had on a white dress, glad that it rained here in the desert. I never appreciated the rain until I moved here. Coming from a suburb of Chicago I saw plenty of rain. It would rain every weekend I had a camping trip planned or every time there was a rad street festival outside. I couldn't wait to get away from it, now I miss it.

I feel so old at the bars we used to frequent. But, It was nice to go out and meet new people and laugh. I missed you Jack Daniels. You get me into all kinds of trouble tho so we can't hangout very often. You've been a bad boy, esp when you steal my memories of what happens on some nights. It was nice to see you again tho, even if it was for just a few hours. I'm going to cap your ass! (get it? har har)

"So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea

I have always been a storm"
this song -so great...so fitting. I have always been a storm is the best line and fits me.